(July 10, 2011)
Other things I should mention, I have more thoughts on Stephen. Naturally. Ha, see, I'm sure you're getting heartily sick of hearing about him, but the good news is that I think he may be dropping off my radar. Nothing has changed from the status reported in my last missive - that is, that I haven't heard from him in more than a week now - but I have a rather strong suspicion that this could be the beginning of the very typical phase-out. Could be wrong, of course - I was apparently wrong, previously, in assuming that we were never going anywhere at all and that sort of distant friends was the highest level our interaction would ever achieve, because there was that whole kissing and going on dates thing. But this current lack of talk and such doesn't bode well. I can't decide quite how I feel about it. I think I should be more put out - and I probably will be, when I have more solid evidence that he doesn't particularly want me - but things of this nature of disappointment have happened enough times at this point that I'm kind of over it. It's weird, considering how much and how long I liked him, but....you just get used to not getting what you want. Haha going back to square one almost feels like going home by now :P
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