Boo.

(May 22, 2011)
Did I mention that I'm trying to be an adult and I actually think it's working? There's been something of a precipitous drop in my desire to kiss boys who don't like me, or don't want me enough. The flip is also an issue though - can I take a second to be crazy arrogant? Of course I can, you know me well enough that it's not going to surprise you :P Haha I'd just like to say that I wouldn't have thought I'd take issue with a greater number of boys being interested in me for who I am, as opposed to just wanting someone mildly attractive to make out with because they had nothing better to do. But honestly....boys actually liking me is proving to have surprising, unforeseen difficulties. Before, the only person I had to worry about hurting was me, and that was never particularly difficult to avoid. Now I have to think more carefully about how I flirt and who I do it with and who's present when I do so and it's really not so very pleasant. I just don't like having power over people's happiness, even just a little bit.
Seriously, I think my flirting is genuinely becoming an issue. It's sort of insanely obnoxious and I should really think about attempting to tone it down. I might amend my contract to include some rules on flirting :P